my favorite..

can u look at diz pic...what a lovey-dovey picture..

diz picture remain me of sombody..

som1 important in my life..

very2 important..

diz picture makes me think of her..

haha..aper pown pic nie aq jumper kat dalam laptop kazen aq..haha..bukan aq nyer pown..

fyi..aq ske picture cmnie..maksud aq yg jeniz abstract..haha..yang jeniz jiwang pown bley gak r..bley jiwang karat cket...

hmm..gmbr nie x byk idea r...naty aq cari gmbar len.haha..c u later..

singgah saner

2 alll reader...maaf la lmer x jengok...emmm xper la aper pown wish u all luck..gi pown masing2 bizi..nie pown aq x der cter.. k

naty len kali juper ...

papai...

dark time..

zaman aq nie waktu aq kat mrsm kubang pasu, kedah..cam teruk jer tajuk nie..haha..emm..aq x der la ingat scara detail sal zaman aq kat sni..tp i'll try my best 2 tell u all.. hayati la..

aq masuk mrsm kubang pasu waktu aq f4..aq memang ske dok asrama coz aq byk kawan.. lau aq dok umah aq jer ader..semua nyer bejalan lancar cam biase..nie la kenangan2 aq..

*nie salah satu kenangan aq ngan junior n cikgu kesayangan aq..

hmm..best gler..pic nie waktu aq gi rombongan kat lembah bujang..best,. tp duit aq abis r.. bukan aq gner tp bg owg pinjam.. pikir junior je lau x, xder nyer aq nak bg diskaun bayar balik.. rase cam diri aq bodoh sangat rapat ngan dak 2..die juz gner kan duit aq jer..lau aq ingat balik memang aq geram gler la..cam nak ketok jer dak tu laju2 tp nak wat camner, aq nie terlalu senang belembut ati x kire kat sape pown..lg2 pompuan r..kat pic nie gak aq ader adek pompuan namer die ________.. x kan aq nak bagi tao kot..haha..aq pegi lawatan nie pown atas sebab cikgu yang ajak aq..tau aper alasan cikgu bawak kami f4??sebab nak jd kid sitter...hahaha..lawak gler, sebab lau x der alasan yang kukuh pengetua x bagi dak2 f4 ikoot..

kami 5 owg memang rapat ngan cikgu..lg2 cikgu hasrul..die cikgu kesayangan aq..hehe..ntah bler dapat jumper die lagi..last jumper die waktu amek result spm..windu gler kat die..

cam da terpesong jauh jer..hehehe...x per la, gi pown aq nie bkn reti sgt wat blogger nie..men wat ikot sker ati aq jer..ntah owg sker bacer ker x...

aq da x der idea da..jumper lagi..

adios.........

my life..

hmm.. smalam aq tdo kul 2.30am.. da la arinie ari ke-2 puase.. rase letih gak ar lau x sahur..tp naseb bek pagi lagi.. teruk btol aq nie.. da la x sahur, crash plak 2.. aq x tau la aper nak jadi kat aq skunk nie.. teruk bebenor..

aq rase yang aq da mule sangap kat blogger nie.. cam best plak tekan keyboard cter pasal diri aq.. haha..tp ader plak masalah nyer.. lau aq x bz mst jer ader benda lain yang mengganggu, line x cler la, orang kacau la, n macam2 lagi la.. lagi satu hal aq x tau nak mula kan blog camner, samaada nak cter daripada zaman para sahabat ke zaman aq kat matrix nie... korang yang bacer aq nyer post nie cer komen..aper yang korang nak tau, then aq cter la..haha..

gelige btol otak aq nie kan.. cam dalam cter kaisara plak, korang yang tentukan jalan cter blog aq..

adios..

agin and again..

There was this guy who believed very much in true love and decided to take his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.
Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she came back.
That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was all over between her and the guy.
The girl took all those rather well, often trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.
Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore, she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then, three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life..... still searching for the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.
On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend's party alone. "Hey, how come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?", asked one of his friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about her, still he just surged on.Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ..... not that he was impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn't feel comfortable with those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them. The girl saw him and shouted across
the floor for him. Unable to avoid her, he went up to acknowledge her.
"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?" the girl asked.
"Sure.....yeah!", he replied.She was slightly tipsy..... must be from the whiskey on her hand. She continued,"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?" Then he answered, "No, there is no need for that anymore......"Before he can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found a girlfriend! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?" The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked directly at the drunken girl. He replied, "Yes......you are right! I haven't been looking for anyone for the past years."With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his dream girl, and she was.....the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady has said something that awoken him.
All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and yes.....perfection!!
Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore..... For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.
As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got through......precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.
He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives. He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours in a coma.The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss. Why did fate played such cruel games with him? He cursed the heaven for taking her away from him, denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How he damned the Gods...!! How he hated himself....for taking so long to realize his mistake!! That was in 1996.
The moral of this story is : -Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;Too swift for those who fear;Too long for those who grief;Too short for those who rejoice;But for those who love...Time is Eternity.
For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone, for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to realise that it is too late.

somting with love..

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.
Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"
As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.
After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"
The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.
One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......
The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.
During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.
With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....
The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.
With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.
A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.
When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

luv story..

It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.
I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling.
All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.
I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart.
Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.
I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore.
Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.
One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him?
I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written.
The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another.
How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.
If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all.

new comers...

hai...nice 2 meet u all...hmm.dis is da first time im blogging...
so if u hav any comment please tell me A.S.A.P....my name is
mohd amirul bin rosli..i live in bandar sri damansara, kuala lumpur..
i've got my first education at sekolah rendah saint gabriel at cheras..
hmmm..cam pelik plak speaking...padahal owg melayu...ahaha..
pas2 aq sambung blaja kat smk taman maluri...2 pown tuk 2 hari..sbb aq dapat tawaran masuk victoria n smk segambut jaya..disebabkan tahap aq minat bahasa arab nie melampau-lampau, aq pown masuk la smksj..tp, naseb aq x lmer kat c2..aq dapat tawaran ke mrsm kubang pasu pas pmr dengan result 6a3b...

pas 2 aq smbung plajaran kat kmm..tau x kmm 2 aper??kolej matrikulasi melake la...hmm..result aq teruk waktu spm, so x yah aq cter..wat malu aq jer..hehe

banyak kawan aq yang ader blog..of coz aq tau aperr diowng bwat ngan blog nie..tp, aq je yang x tau sgt camner nak ckp..walaupown aq nie owg yang peramah..tp bab2 nak mengarang nie aq lemah cket..hahaha.. lg plak dengan tahap kelajuan aq menaip nie,aq rase r taon depan bru siap satu..haha
so pade sesiape yang da bacer blog aq tlg la komen cket..cket jer, aq x mnx byak pown..boleh kan...???

hmmm..aq rse 2 jer cter wak2 skunk nie..naty la lau aq de mase terluang cam ari nie, aq post lg..

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