flash back part1

salam..we meet again today..hehehe..
yesterday,b4 i sleep i started to flash back about somting..somting dat make my heart really hurt..its happen in malacca matriculation college..its about somone dat hurt my feeling juz by saying a simple word..but why???
there is an invitation card 4 an event dat i hav to do in a short period..really short period n no one help me but when he look at it, then..


he said," its childish.."


argghh..its really annoying..i juz keep my feeling until now..but why he said to me like dat??he should'nt..n i think until now, he still not realizing it..

adios..

weird..

yesterday i've chat with a new fren..i've spent my time until 4am so dat i can ym with him..hurm..then he needs to do something so he pass our conversation to his kazen..his kazen is a girl..x kesah la..we juz chat 4 only 10 min..da problem is she beg me so dat i'll be his boyfren in the end of the conversation..what the heck man??is she crazy??couple after know each other for 10 min??

sory..its not me..

bad sweet dreamm..

mimpi..
setiap owg akan mimpi bler tido..owg kate mimpi nie mainan tido..bley ker kte kawal mimpi??ader kawan aq cakap die bley kawal mimpi die..n ader yg cakap mimpi die cam crite drama kat tv sbb ader tulis "BERSAMBUNG" bler die nak bangun..lawak la plak..heheee..

tp nie mimpi yg aq alami malam semalam..aq stop on9 kul 4 pagi..hahaa..lambat kan??nak tido x bley..so aq pon baring dalam kegelapan malam tuh..bley aq da start tido, mimpi aq pon bermule..

awal2 aq mimpi gi matrik melaka ngan mak aq..yg pelik nye kat matrik ibubape bley bermalam kat situ..tp x per la mungkin peraturan baru kot..program die macam waktu ari orientasi tu..abes jer orientasi aq pon balik umah..aq x tau knape balik umah..knape x belajar kat matrik..aq orientasi tp aq balik umah pas tuh..hehee..
parking kereta jaoh sgt..sbb rmai ibubape meginap kat matrik..bler sampai kat kereta aq marah sgt..sebab kereta aq kne pecah..terok gler condisi kereta aq..dalam mimpi tuh aq nanges..huahuahua...pastu..............




mak aq kejot..cter tuh abes cam tu..sory..aq try nak abes kan cerite nie..tp x ley..tengok la kot2 aq sambong ker mimpi tu malam  nie...
aloha..

miss my fren...

hurmm..living at home 4 da rest of da day make me feel wanna meet my fren..miss them a lot..cloud, hafiye, azri, aziz, zulhilmi, pali, hazim, naem, n many more dat always spent time wif me..miss u all guys..

arinie ari jumaat..

assalamualaikum..arinie aq nak kongsi sikit aper yg aq pikir..aq nie owg yg pelik cket tau..ske pikir luar dari kotak..stiap kali jumaat kte sebagai umat islam akan pegi solat jumaat..walaupon slalu ader umat islam yg pegi solat jumaat tuh x solat 5 waktu sehari semalam,tp knaper diowg ingat nak pegi solat jumaat??

alhamdulillah sbb masjid kat umah aq nie rmai yg pegi solat jumaat..n yg paling aq bangge ngan remaje zaman sekarang nie, rmai budak2 baye2 aq pergi solat jumaat ngan jubah putih dan serban..kat masjid2 lain pon cam masjid kat umah aq ker???

arinie khutbah cerite pasal cara2 nak jadi kan negara aman dan damai..ader gak selit psl....(aq x ingat)..

tp die cakap 

-kalu sorg mukmin yg bantu orng islam yg dlm kesusahan, allah akan bantu di akhrat kelak

-kalu sorg mukmin lapang kan mase tuk mukmin lain, allah akn beri kan mase pade mukmin tuh..

-n byk lagi sampai aq x ingat..

tp persoalan nye disini..KENAPE ader gak orang wat jahat sedang kan janji2 allah tuh betol???

yg pasti aq x sedar aper yg aq merepek arinie..hahahhaa..

adios...

dilemma..

assalamualaikum..skunk nie aq dalam dilemma..dan agak terok gak la..sebab ia melibat kan pilihan yg mne satu aq nak buat..pening2..da lme aq pikir..ni sume psl YOUTH '10 FEST..aq x tau la nak pegi ker x..aq da sign up..aq da dpt ticket masok free(lau x kne bayar rm20)..hehehee..so skunk nie camner ek??

tolong la aq ya ALLAH, adakah aq patot pergi youth fest nie atau pon kuar jalan2 ngan family aq esok..masalah btol la..knaper la hari wesak jatoh pade hari jumaat..jatoh la kat hari yg x kene fest nie ker..ngokngek btol..bengang nyer...

rain rain..
go away..
come again another day..
rain rain..
go away come again another day..

well...its raining now..n its 4 pm(laptop clock)..
i should pick up my mom at 5..its look like the rain is the greatest problem that i hav 2 face..huhuhuuu..
please stop the rain..im begging u(ALLAH)..if it continue rain heavily, i think im not gonna make it..huhuhuhu

lots of appreciation

hurm..rse seronok plak nak post blog..arinie jer brape byk ada aq post..aq dapat rse somting..n aq x tau nak describe camner..hehee...tp yg pasti thanks kepade owg yg bce blog aq..n aq rse yg paling byk hafiye la..thanks hafiye..aq nie bru lg dalam blog..x reti sgt..still usha2 blog owg wat rujukan..n kepade hafiye kalau bley jd cikgu blog aq..hehhee..bg rating tau...sayang ko...

lots of love from me to all of readers..

pilihan hati..

seorang kawan bertanye pade aq semalam..perempuan yg macam mner aq minat..aq terkaku dengan persoalan yg di berikan..aq berfikir sejenak..

sejenak..

dua jenak..

tiga jenak..

huh..lebeh plak..td aq cakap sejenak..x per la..nak wat camner..cam tu la aq..then aq jawap..
aq nie ske perempuan yg camtik dan comel..
aper lg..die pon tanye lg..x kan yg tu jer aq ske..aq pon korek otak aq nie..n selami hati aq sbb nak cari jawapan kat kawan aq nie..then aq bg tau ciri2 yg memamg aq nak..
aq nak cari perempuan yg alim, pandai masak, pandai jaga hati orang, syg my mom, willing to live together with my mom n my grandparents, loving, bertanggungjawap, n da most is setia..
so it juz end like dat..

*perbualan nie berlaku dalam msg
  kawan aq tuh perempuan..

kronologi...

..memperkenalkan..
nie kawan aq..best fren dari aq kecik lagi..
tp kte owg terpisah waktu f1..lawak btol, pas aq abes matrik bru jumper die balik..
rindu sgt kat kwn aq nie..tp cam aq sowang jer yg tercari2 kawan bek aq nie..even kte owg da jumper balik, aq still rse yg aq x jumper razin kamal bin nizar yg pernah jadi kawan bek aq dlu..yg slalu protect aq..tp nak wat camner..da camnie naseb aq..so aq terime ngan tangan yg terbuka..

yg nie plak kawan bek aq kat skola agame..walaupon kte owg x rapat..tp die la yg still in contact ngan aq walau pon da 4 tahon berpisah..hehehee..dats y aq ske kawan die..name die yusuf bin adam..die nie baik owg nye..lemah lembot..sopan santon..n yg paling penting gler..hahhaaa...tp aper pon aq syg die..



zulhilmi bin jamalus..die nie tua setahon dari aq..kat matrik aq ader rmai kawan yg bek ngan aq..n die nie salah sowang nye..die dak kuliah aq..n even skunk pon die still ucap gud nite kat aq every nitz..dats why aq masok kan die dalam kronologi nie..



wow..nie masalah mentel sebenar nye..maaf la..buruk pulak muke die nie(sorie eh wan..kutuk ko cket)..well..die nie seorg kawan yg baik, chumel, n undescribeable.. walau pon aq ingat die x ingat kat aq..tp da truth is die la mastermind dalam sambutan birthday aq kat asrama..n tu la kali pertame aq sambot birthday aq ngan kengkawan..sedey kan??tp nak wat camner..x der spe yg ingat aq sbelom nie..



weh korang..nak tau rahsia x??kawan aq nie datang dari pluto..hahaaa...pelik kan..no lah..juz kidding..die nie rapat ngan aq..aq slalu lepak kat bilik die..walau pon jaoh dari blok aq..n aq anggap die kawan bek aq gak..kawan ngan die kre cam kawan ngan dak2 ganas la..ahaha..lawak2..aper pon..die nie unik sgt..even die ngan kengkawan die pon baik ngan aq..dats y best lepak ngan diowg.


hazim..name budak nie hazim...aq kenal die waktu matrik gak..die baik..hensem pon ye(jgn kembang haaa)..aq rapat ngan die pon sbb tabligh(awal2 la)..after dat, mmg rapat gler..then kte owg jadi kawan baik..walau pon kejap, tiap saat yg aq ader ngan die mmg aq hargai gler..x der yg terbuang cket pon..hahaa..pelik kan care aq ckp..nie la penyakit aq..ske cari kawan..then susah diri sendiri..post b4 nie yg pasal msg tuh..die la yg ntar..huhuuu..


kesimpulan nye kat cnie..aq mmg ramai kawan..kawan biar beribu, bercinta biar satu..tp skunie aq ngah single..so ader sesaper ke nak kat aq??hahaaa..masih blom terbukak ok..aq nak enjoy ngan kawan2 aq dlu..naty lau aq ader awek, aq tinggal kawan lak..
ok la..jmper lagi di mase akan datang..

meaningful message..

it was a fine day i remember..
the sun was bright..
the sky was blue..
i today realize something..
something that i dun want to forget..
that something is meeting you again after a long time..
i remember that it was u, when i didn't know how to read..
i remember that it was you, who gave me deeper realization about islam..
i will forever appreciate our relationship..
now, this is what they as, a friend who make live worth living..

Assalamualaikum..hurmm..diz simple massage i got it from my fren..my beloved best fren..his name is hazim samsudin..his juz an ordinary person with an extraordinary characters..heheee..
4 ur information, i like instant massage, so da first time i read diz msg i dun feel anything..of coz it was nice..but when i tried to get deeper understanding about diz msg, i know dat diz msg is not juz a simple msg..but it was created from da heart of the sender..it is so touchable..i mean it can make somone dat read so emotional..do u??